21:27 hrs.

i hadn't had time to post anything, it was a very long and exhausting weekeend.

on Friday i felt so anxious and excited as i was sending Juan some cigarettes and a t-shirt, and i was so worried as well because i was afraid someone in Canada could open my small envelop and read it, at the beginning i didn't want to do it but Roberto insisted, so i finally wrote to Juan some few words. But then i started feeling sad, depressed, very lonely... cause i have my friends and family but i have no-one to share special moments. i cried a bit, couldn't help it.

on Saturday i was not feeling well so i didn't go to school, and i went with my brother to the University stadium called "Potros" He plays football, and it was his second match, he had lost one week before, so i went there to cheer him up and amuse myself a little bit. it was a good game, my bro is such a wonderful player...

i was okay, but then it started raining and i remembered all those days when we covered ourselfs, me and Juan, with my small green umbrella, when we cuddled and stayed in the couch or bed for a little while before going back home...

then on Sunday my cousin had also a football match, not good lost...but still we were there to supported him.

anyway, today i'm much better, still not liking my job too much but it's okay... the best part was getting juan's txt message, really hope Bob send him here for two months, we would have such an amazing time... he wouldn't regret coming down to Mexico..again :D

it's late, 21:44 hrs right now... i'm tired and feel asleep, so i just have to thank God for the good news about my Juan...

Missing you...

Yesterday...

Yesterday I met two of my best friends: Yaha and Gise

We went to a really nice coffee shop, had a tea and smoke some cigarrettes... There was a boy playing the saxophone, pretty nice. We also met Diana there, who used to be a Spanish teacher at CILC, the place I worked before.

This place is special as it has like an Indian atmosphere...pretty nice...

But before going to this place, they went with me to buy a t-shirt for Juan, hope he likes it cause I think is kind a small, well it isn't but he doesn't like wearing that size...

i really expect he likes it, it's for your b-day!!

Hope he doesn't get mad at me for sending him these things...

Really miss him..

And that's it, all I did yesterday...Ah and I almost got wet again!!!

New asignment...

This week my boss is in town, I was a bit nervous but everything's been sooo good!! Well, the bad news is that Juan isn't coming soon, but still LOVE him so MUCH... I can't help it... He stole my heart...

Anyway, it's been raining cats & dogs (hehe, I think it's a phrase that is no longer used...but it sounds funny :D) Last SAturday I got wet, as I told you I met my friend Robert, we went shopping 4 a pair of jeans, I looked like his mother, choosing clothes 4 him, it was so nice spending time with him, I hadn't seen him for a while, two weeks I think. Then, on my way home it started rainning and I got completely wet, the good thing is that I didn't get sick... and that's what happened!!!

That's all 4 now, just hope to have news about Juan coming down to Mexico soon!!!

happy father's day!!!

I suppose that Father's day has been celebrated in many countries, including Mexico and Canada, right?

So today we cooked something delicious for my father and uncle, the only men who are parents here ;D

I also had my first English class with a ten-year.old boy, very intelligent and cute! His name's Charly and wears glasses, I might like teaching him; then, an hour later his cousins came.

Now I'm doing some teaching as I need money by the end of this year... It's not too much, but who knows? it might help a lot!!

It was a good day, and now I have to go to bed, I'm very sleepy, but I'll try to post again something that happened to me yesterday when I went shopping with my friend.

But before leaving, I've got something to say:

Juan, happy father's day, hope you had fun w/your kids... Wish I was there to celebrate it with you too. It'd be wonderful if I were carring your baby, it's a shame I'm not... Still loving and caring about you.

Your baby v....

friday, june 19th.

Okay, what about 2day? No news from you again, so that makes me really unhappy.

My plans 4 this weekend? Nothing special, I'm just going shopping with my best friend Robert. He is thinking of buying a nice pair of jeans and we might have some Sushi 4 lunch. But that's it!!

As I have no b-friend here, or something alike, I have to stay at home most of the time, watching TV or reading, or surfing on the internet, which has become a little bit interesting as I descovered lots of interesting blogs.

By the way, I've noticed I have to work hard to make mine better, I have no followers, which isn't too important because I have almost nothing.

Well, what I can tell you is that last Tuesday I went to a friend's graduation, it was pretty nice, not too many people, just his friends and family.

Then I went to Yaha's place, we had a cigarrette -I'm not very good at it but I kinda like it- and we also has a vodka w/grape fruit. Then I got wet on my way home... It's been rainning a lot lately, especially at night.

And that's it, we're getting ready as next week we'll have some visits from Canada (I thnk you know who, right?)

I thought YOU were coming but I might have to wait a little bit more to have you here...

Anyway, that's all 4 this week, which is almost over...

Let's see what comes next...

This is what I want...

Hug YOU

Kiss YOU




Dance salsa!!!





Hang out with YOU...


But I just can't!!!

friday afternoon

Woke up late...

Had a glass of milk...

Didn't do my hair...

Sent some txt messages...

Forgot 2day is his birthday?

Changed my blog...

Kept on thinking...

Tried Diego's cooking...

Had nothing else to eat...

Got ready to see my friends...

2day is not his birthday, is it?

Love being with him & missing him to much...

Amanecí otra vez...

Húmeda, tus labios besando mi boca,

tus manos rozando mi piel,

tu cuerpo sobre el mio,

tú...llenando mi ser.

Abrí los ojos... no estabas allí...